i think i am actually moving on. i can talk to my ex without breaking down. i can even joke with him about being a godparent to his children.

i can even say his name now. wen.

so this is how it feels. maybe my heart is a little harder. maybe i am a little more forgiving. maybe i'm tired of being hurt and i think it's about time i got out of the rut i'm in and let myself love again. a little too soon but a little love can't hurt.

so there. maybe i should change the title of this blog. all these maybes. maybe i should go back to the books now.